What the hell are you trying to do!? Ruin my image?
Seriously though bro, thanks, and hang around.
If I dwelled on the past, and the mistakes I've made (personally, professionally, etc), I'd have sugar coated and eaten the barrell by now
You can't dwell my friend.
Dave Ramsey says' it best when he says "don't waste time worrying about things you can't change."
Unfortunatly, I've been both the victim of and in past times, the instigator of repetitive bitching and belittling. Not something I'm proud of, but I let my pride over ride my common sense, judgment and briefly, my honor
Through it all, the one thing I've found over the years is that repetitive belittleing is usually result of a smaller than average penis.
Thank God I Stopped when I did
Personally, I think you've aired it out more than sufficiently here.
Don't sweat it, and move on with your life.
Hang around, enjoy the aggravation and the addiction and don't let it ruin your holiday.
Take care bro.
Gordon